Posted by Anonymous on 2013/05/02 under Uncategorized So there is this guy. And I cant stop thinking about him all day long. And he is a brother. A best friend. Idk what the f*** he is. Over time we talked to so much, we got really very close. I am so possessive about this person, that s***, I get real jealous. Its just that i know I’m the most important person in his life. For me, idk where he comes. I have a girl best friend, and probably my ex who is still one of my best friends. My old best friend (male) is also in the picture. But all of these people mean so much to me. So the guy, I expect a lot from him, like that he’ll care a bit more, call me and crap because I know I mean the world to him. But we’ve been fighting and all of this expectation s*** is growing so much that at times I feel nauseous. I want to hug him sometimes and the other times I just want to punch him. I DONT GET IT , I DAMNIT DONT GET IT. I know I’m being like an idiot, but he said he would tell me things today (that he has been putting off telling me since a month), and for the n’th time he suddenly switched off his phone. And he is told me clearly he doesn’t think of me as a girlfriend, and he would never get that feeling. I just get irritated with these little things so bad that I could burst into pieces. I need help. I want to crawl in a ball.